100% ♥ !

I'm so in ♥ ♥ ♥ with my new pedicure now! :)

Love the colors & effect. Thumbs up for my manicurist!

I was being 'physco' to sign up for their package & i did. Haha!

It's expensive lor but i don't know why i signed up either? The people are nice & sincere bah!

At least now, i've a fixed therapist for mani/pedi & waxing. I hope it's gonna last me the whole of next year with my credits purchased. ($1,284.40 can last for one year?! Heng can pay by 12 months credit card instalment lor! LOL! Next month i'll know 死字怎么写了!)

Sigh. I'm leading sucha spendthrift life now. Spend, spend & spend on impluse! Then, regret later.

Actually hor, while on my way back, i'm so 心痛 till i kept thinking about it & my side mirror hitted on a lorry! TMD! DOUBLE IMPACT MAN! The whole mirror flew out lor! Luckily i managed to fix it back by myself but there are some scratches liao... =(

Words to console myself : Rather than i spend the money on drinking right? At least i see 'results'. Haha

Aiya. I'll start saving in 2010. =)

Mummy's Birthday (27th Dec 09)

Happy Birthday to my lovely Mummy!

KK planned his wedding's food tasting yesterday evening & to celebrate mum's birthday as well. But mum didn't allow us to mention it was her birthday & thus, there was no cake. Oh well, of cos we knew the reason lah!

KK chosen the place where i held my wedding... (Bad memories! Haha)

And the person-in-charge actually remembered me!!!! After... almost 3 years! LOL! I introduced alot of people there lor. They should give me an award for that!

The food portion was HUGH man. We eat until want to puke!! I still feel full until now. Indigestion liao~ :(

With JJ's parents & sis! :) Haha, this pic looks so funny lor...

My face so rounddddddddd! Wooohooo!

Irritating man asked Molly how come my face getting rounder... I asked her to tell him, BECOS I LIKE IT! Hahahaha

My All-Time Favourite - ORH NEE! :)

Raeann was soooooooooo naughty lor. Running around, playing with the kids there. And she lie on the carpet!?!?! OMFG. It's so dirty lor. I smacked her pig leg on the spot although i feel really 失礼 to discipline her outside. She's driving me nuts.

When we reached home, i scolded her again. I explained to her that it's so dirty & if she's gonna do that again, i'll bring a cane out in future.

I really wonder... IS SHE A GIRL OR A BOY??!!

And guess what? This morning she woke up, she asked me...

Raeann : Mummy, why you scold me?

Me : When did i scold u?

Raeann : Yesterday u scold me lor...

Me : Cos u so naughty that's why i scold u!

Raeann : I good girl leh, why u scold me?

-_______-" I WANT TO VOMIT BLOOD LIAO!

Okay, i'm officially BROKE now. I busted more than 1K during X'mas; within one night. *clap clap* I think i'm really PRO in spending now. Teach me how to save like that?!

My X'mas Pressies...

Received lotsa surprise X'mas pressies... These pressies really came unexpected! And i did not prepare anything for them. LOL!

Example, would u expect gift from your friend's admirer? No right?

Anyway, thoughts are greatly appreciated. Thanks so muchie!

No pics were taken! LAZY.

Thanks Alizi for that Action City Mini Disco Apple & Mini Piglet for Raeann.

Thanks Patsy for that Famous Amos tin of cookies. Glad that you were around! :)

Thanks D for that Gold Heart pendant.

Thanks T for that Action City Money Bank.

Thanks many for those lovely bears. (Cos i forgot who!)

Thanks all for making my X'mas 09 so memorable! :)

Crashed!

Been reminding people around me NOT to get any X'mas presents for me or Raeann.

Cos...

I simply got no time to go shopping leh!!!!

But still, i received them. Don't know to be happy or sad na. Haha (Just kidding!)

One for me & one for Raeann. Thank you Alizi!! :)

Although they're saying "it's ok, no worries & etc", but it's definately so not-my-style if i were to accept & forget!

I took half day leave & i'm going Orchard later for super last minute shopping.

I hope i won't have a hard time choosing presents later... Sigh!

Me : Raeann, where do you stay?

Raeann : Orchard Road

Hahaha I wished...

Nobody But You!

I want nobody nobody but you... I want nobody nobody but YOU!

Wow... Raeann slept from 8.20pm last night till this morning 8am!!

And when she woke up this morning, she said, "Good Morning, Mummy!" with a bow somemore! Haha

Now, Raeann can speak a little hokkien. And she can understand? I ain't sure but when we speak in hokkien, she will reply in chinese or english. And she reply to the question correctly! Hmm...

What's up for X'mas eve?!

My house got BBQ! LOL The aunties & uncles gathering again! It seems like a weekly affair now. But anyway, it's non of my business. Haa!

38 Patsy jio me go her house for Turkey?!! OMG. Haha

Nobody allow me to bring Raeann to M'sia for Ashlyn's birthday celebration. :(

Which means i'll be ALONE... so lonely...

But i told Molly le, if i were to club with her on X'mas eve, i won't be able to drive up to M'sia with them le. How to tahan? Later reach M'sia have to 'dong' another one more night plus i've to drive? I don't want to die so fast!

OK NA KA! I'm so full now till i can hardly think of anything to blog! Bye!

Round 2!

Molly celebrated her birthday for consectively 4 days. I surrendered after the 2nd day. Really BTH man. My pimples are popping out due to Martell & not enough sleep. SADDDD!

2nd round of celebrations with Meiqi & gang @ Club Mango. I quite like that place cos it's clean, nicely renovated & not smelly. Just that the location is abit... out of area, situated at 101 IOI Plaza. The taxi driver don't even know where issit lor.

The authentic Chiong Sin! *Salute*

Bad hair day! I hate my hair! I want to change hairstyle~ Urgh!

I never expect a 25th Birthday could be so happening man...

More to come lor!!!!

January - Jamie's

February - Patsy's

Wah lan eh. How to quit like that har??

Molly's 25th Birthday

We took about 91 pics that day & of cos i'm not going to post all!

I think blogger will hang lor... Hahaha OK, i admit i'm lazy!

Jamie & Eunice have not arrive yet! (Sorry ah, Alizi, i know my hand quite extra! LOL!)

To be continue...

I never puke! Haa!

It's disgusting when you drink from night till you see the sunlight! LOL

They managed to make Molly puke in the end.

We drank alot!!!

But i did not puke leh. (YAY! Cos i thought i will.) And i was damn awake when i saw the sunlight instead.

26 hours without sleep! Tedious!

Even the taxi uncle also say i very steady. Drink until morning but still look very fresh! At first he still thought i'm going to work!? LOL

Got people stay at boat quay & work in Jurong one meh? Haha

Took so many pics but i'm so lazy to upload it one by one lor.

Will upload soon...

Happy 25th, Molly!

Yesterday, i spent $29.00 on express pedi + mani. It's the most expensive express nails service i had. And it's damaged today... -____-"

Haiz... I'm super low morale today lor!

Cos i woke up at bloody 6am. I had a ridiculous nightmare! LOL.

I dreamt of ZY, having another woman & i was crying in my dream!! TMD. For the first time after so long, i had such a dream. Am i mad or what?

And so, i woke up at 6am & i don't dare to go back to sleep... cos hor, i scare the dream will continue. Hahaha

I don't want to have such dream again. PLS!! Let me have a nice sleep & don't torture me in my dream again.

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Finally... finally...

It's my dearest Molly's birthday today~

Happy Birthday my sweetest best friend. May beauty, health, wealth & everything you wished for follow you all the way...

I had a peep of the PENIS cake already. Hehe

SP sent the pic to me & i'm satisfied! =)

But since it's gonna be a surprise for Molly, i'll post it up another time.

It's ok! Molly requested to see & i've posted it up on my FB le...

Let me present you the... PENIS AKA LAN JIAO CAKE!

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TMD. This dick head is enormous man! LOL!

I was asking SP, how come the balls so small & buay balance one? She told me, 3D effect with veins! Hahahahahhahaha

Anyway, if anyone wishes to customize any cakes, you can find her! She did a
good job for me & i'm sure she'll do a good job for you too!! ^^

http://yummycuppies.blogspot.com/

I still don't know what to wear tonight leh.

I hope everyone will be able to enjoy tonight na!

不醉不归!

When the kids meet...

Molly asked me to listen to this song... And i fell in love with it immediately!

Pussycat Dolls - Hush Hush

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain
I never needed strain
My love for you was strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgments
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never asked for help
I take care of myself
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me, and listen to me

(Because) I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way
I get the final say

Because.. I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby, hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything, from how I act, to what I say
I never needed words
I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there every day
I'm sorry for the way I let go
Of everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know that next to you is not where I belong

And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way
I get the final say

Because.. I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby, hush hush

No more words, no more lies, no more cryin'
Hmm Hmmmm
No more pain, no more hurt, no more tryin'
Ohh Ohh Yeahhhhh

(Because) I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way
I get the final say

Because.. I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby, hush hush
Yeahhhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken, Baby..

Brought Raeann for dinner & shopping with Molly, then visit Ashlyn at Molly's MIL's place last night! Cos Raeann miss Ashlyn meimei alot na... She everyday also can ask me where's Ashlyn meimei & Ah Shan yiyi!

While on the way there, we were testing Raeann on all our names. Molly asked her... "What's my name?" Raeann kept quiet! Then this Molly proudly exclaimed... "My name is Molly lah. I'm Molly yiyi!". Hahahaha Really BTH her man!

Baby Ashlyn's turning ONE this coming 25th. X'mas princess~


Take One.


Take Two.


Classic! (I love this pic man! Look at Ashlyn's face! LOL!)

Stayed for slightly more than half an hour & i tio $6 summon. Tmd! Aunty Fatimah standby there wan lor. Late for 2 mins nia then tio summon liao, KNN fast! Luckily i got put coupon lor.

Something happened & my tears dropped on my way home. It was then again, i started to fear that i'll lose Raeann one day, i fear i'm not able to take good care of her alone... till the day i see her in her wedding gown!

I'm always constantly reminding myself that... No matter how tough this path will be, i'll give my best for my Raeann. She has already lose out to other kids by not having a complete family but i'll definately make it up to her for this in some other ways.

Be strong! I've faith in myself! =)

谢谢你让我长大了。。。

YAY! I just received my Nuffnang cheque over the weekend & now i've ad from SK-II. =)

I'm suppose to go Thailand today with my parents, Bobo & Raeann. But but... cos it's Molly's birthday this Thursday & i decided to give Thailand a miss.

Sidetrack : I miss Taiwan! I want to eat their dessert! Boo!

I doubt i'll be able to go overseas for the time being until... i find a new bf? Or unless Molly wanna go with me...

My mum doesn't allow me to go alone na! Hahaha (Yes, the thought of travelling alone did cross my mind! Haa!)

Hmm... Another 100 days...

This is the quality iPhone produce. Really KNN!

Random rants...

Feeling so depress now... I don't know why?

It's been long time since i bare my heart out to speak my own mind in this blog.

I wanted to... but circumstances made me think twice. Should i? Should i not?

Hmm...

When i see people with husband around whenever i bring Raeann out alone, i feel miserable. And that's the time i feel... i'm a woman afterall! No matter how strong i can be, i need to be loved too.

I hate it when i tell people how i feel... And they asked me this, "Why? You itchy ah?".

Haiz... They will never ever understand cos they're not me!

I'm not desperate for sex at all. I can honestly say, i've no more sex drive already. Hahaha

But it's just something that's missing that made me feel so... incomplete!

Sigh. I don't know how to explain. I don't know what i'm typing. I think i'm just too bored.

I want to sleep now. Gd night world!

哭过就好了。。。

伤都会好的。。。

Yesterday night was damn NUA!

Initial plan was to board the gambling cruise & back only today morning... But, end up decided to drop the idea. I don't really like to gamble na! It's been months since i last played mahjong. Haha

I wore a 'Batman' tee & jeans out lor, so was Molly. Haha

Then we went party, with Patsy!!! LOL!

A man, who said he's a CID came & know me. I just say 'Hello' lor. Out of sudden, the waiter came with one tower of beer & told me it's the man who treated us de. Hmm...

In this case hor, we drank a total of 3 towers! SCARY!

But i left early, cos i was drunk already. Haha But surprisingly, i'm still able to make my way home alone. LOL!

Frankly speaking, i'm damn sick of drinking now leh! Even though i prefer my current life, but i'm really really sick of clubbings liao. Now, i've to drag myself to club lor. Cos i really got nothing to do when Raeann's not around!

We have decided to quit after Molly's birthday. No more clubbings after 17th Dec. =)

I want to go genting again leh! But Patsy jio me to go BKK in May 2010. Chey! Still long lor... I also cannot confirm now. Cos i've many tasks to accomplish next year!! And i need lotsa $$$!! Argh! I need to save money for my divorce now! SIAN SIAN SIAN...

After my divorce, i assume that there will be many changes in my life? I don't know. But i guess i will be able to adapt to it. =)

Mummy said, after my divorce... not to have bf until i'm 30 years old!!! Hahahahaha

That's another 4 years plus! But then, this type of thing is very hard to say 1 mah. LOL!

I told her i'm not getting married again. It's so much hassle lor. Marriage is cheap but divorce is so expensive. TMD! I would rather co-habit leh!

Anyway, i'm going for dinner now.

See ya!

Bag Sales (Part II)

Bag Sales (Part II) will be up today! Sorry for the long wait! :)

1) TWB589 - Dark Coffee

Material: Man-made Leather

Shoulder Carried / Sling Carried

Magnet opening

1 inner zip, 1 hp pocket

Sling Stripe: 70-133cm (Adjustable)

Length: 35cm

Height: 31cm

Base: 15cm

U.P : $27.00

Now : $18.00

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2) 3074 - Coco

Material: Man-made Leather & Sequinns

Handheld / Shoulder Carried

Magnet opening

Able to fit A4 size

1 inner zip, 1 hp pocket

Stripe: 11cm

Length: 41cm

Height: 31cm

Base: 38cm

U.P : $23.00
Now : $15.00

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3) 5888 - Dark Coffee

Material: Man-made Leather

Handheld / Shoulder Carried

Able to fit A4 size

Zip opening

1 inner zip, 1 hp pocket

Stripe: 21cm

Length: 51cm

Height: 25cm

Base: 19cm

U.P : $28.00

Now : $18.00

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4) 378 - Black

Material: Patent Leather

Shoulder Carried / Sling Carried

Zip opening

1 front zip pocket, 1 front magnet pocket, 1 hind zip, 1 inner zip, 1 hp pocket

Stripe: Adjustable Length: 38cm

Height: 24cm

Base: 30cm

U.P : $29.00
Now : $15.00

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5) 8502 - Red

Material: Man-made Leather

Handheld / Shoulder Carried / Sling Carried

2 external pockets, 1 inner zip, 1 hp pocket

Stripe: 12cm

Length: 47cm

Height: 26cm

Base: 39cm

U.P : $29.00

Now : $18.00

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6) 822 - Black

Material: Man-made Leather

Handheld / Shoulder Carried / Sling Carried

Able to fit A4 size

Zip opening

2 external zip opening pockets, 1 inner zip, 1 hp pocket

Stripe: Adjustable Length: 45cm

Height: 43cm

Base: 47cm

U.P : $34.00

Now : $18.00

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7) 3079 - Pearl White / Bronze

Colours: Bronze / Pearl White

Material: Patent Leather

Handheld / Shoulder Carried

Able to fit A4 size

Magnet opening

1 inner zip, 1 hp pocket

Stripe: 32cm

Length: 52cm

Height: 32cm

Base: 12cm x 41cm

U.P : $31.00
Now : $18.00

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For order/enquiries, please email me @ joanne842@yahoo.com.sg.

Grab it while stocks last!! :)

Lost!

Can someone give me some ideas on what the fuck should i do tomorrow???

Cos Raeann is going back to CCK & i'm in a total lost now!

I don't want to go clubbing lah.

But i can't sleep at night without this terror by my side.

What should i do?!

I thought of going hair extention but many people asked me not to waste my money.

I thought of going mani + pedi for Molly's birthday but it's a tad too early cos by the time, it will 'chui' liao.

ARGH!!!!!!!! TOTALLY LOST NOW NA!!!!

P/S : This morning, Raeann used a straw to make a triangle and she told me, "Mummy, 这个是 TRIANGLE leh".

It's so lovely!

Warmest congratulations to my bro on his successful proposal. :)

I just watched the video he made for JJ on her birthday. It's uber sweet! Hee

I didn't know my bro was such a sweetie. And Jing, I ENVY U SO MUCH LOR! :)

I didn't have any proposal and so, i envy woman with a formal proposal so much!

I'm not blaming anyone or anything now. Please don't misunderstand.

I just feel really happy for my bro & future sis-in-law.

Wedding bell is ringing in our family next year! So excited!

Me & Bobo are planning to sing this song "LOVE" for you all on stage. Hahaha Are we allow to??

DS Lite!

Thanks Vic Vic for this incredible offer! :)

She sold me her tip top condition (as good as new) DS Lite @ only $80.00! Wooohooo!

What a steal lor! =P

And she even sent it to my house! Thanks alot babe!

Raeann's new toy/love! ^^

I was out for dinner with my parents when she arrived. And the moment i reached home & Raeann saw it, she asked, "这个你买给我的啊?"

Super cheeky!! Haa!

Super poor month!!!

I'm dead this month!! Will be super duper poor & don't have extra $$ to party liao...

Why????

Cos hor, alot of 'dua zhong' birthdays this month lor!!

1) Mummy's birthday

Though of getting her this bag... Does it suits her? Hmmm... Bobo, wanna share anot??

2) Molly's birthday

I already gave her her present months ago. But i'm going to customize a PENIS cake for her. Whahahaahhah She'll love it!! Cos she's sucha horny baby~ LOL!

3) Ashlyn's 1st birthday

Celebration will be done in M'sia. Cos Molly wants to put fireworks! Woooohooo!!!

Needless to say, this one confirm give angbao lor! Rather than wasting money to buy things which she don't like/use. Money is the best gift!

Why these 3 VIPS' birthday have to fall together on the same month har?! Argh!!

And all the X'mas presents??? How many shares should i prepare?? Is there any gifts-exchanging party?? What's the budget??? OMFG. I'm so lost!

I've a love-hate relationship for the month of December man!

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My Raeann extremely love babies. I don't know why!? She will dash over immediately whenever she sees baby everywhere! Hmm...

Ah kim then mentioned about my abortion previously. Hahaha! She said, if i didn't abort, things might not turn out this way & i might have a happy marriage. I DOUBT SO LOR!

But anyway, what done cannot be undone. And there's no other ways that i can pop out another baby for Raeann now or ... in future! It depends!

Thus...

I bought her a fake baby!!! LOL!

Intention was to buy a game for her but upon reaching there, she kept asking for a baby.

And you know, she really do loves the baby!

She said, "Mummy, take photo for me & baby!". LOL!

She said it's her baby & named it 'EN'. Hahahahaha

She hugged it to sleep last night. And after she slept, i put the scary baby on the floor. She asked for 'her baby' the moment she wake up!

Raeann : "Mummy, baby where?"

But i was damn blur lor. I bought it without checking, only to realise the stroller is broken when i reached home.

I'm lazy to go back there & exchange lor. Carpark is very expensive na!!! LOL!

So, i tried to fix it myself with super glue, end up got my fingers sticked together. Hahaha

Then hor, no choice, i tied it with rubber band lor.

Super sway na. Now, i even more hate to buy toys!

Anyone knows the market price of DS Lite? Vic is going to sell hers to me!

Looks like Raeann really really don't wish to watch the 'Thomas & Friends' circus. See what she did to the Toy'r'us card?

Wah lau eh!! With this card, i can get 10% off the ticket! Now, i need to do replacement for the card first! Haiz!

Everything's $$$$. I need more $$$$!!!

Peektures!

Some overdue peektures from Patsy's cam...

It's party time!

*Pardon the different sizes pics. Cos one super drunk charbor take the pics slanted & includes alot of 'unwanted' people in the background. Hence, i've to crop 'them' away.

Went out with Patsy mama these few times...

She brought us to a new place. Though i don't really like it cos of it's market environment, but i still enjoy their company. Afterall, no matter where you club, it's the companion that counts what! Agree?

OK NA KA is the quote for 3 of us now. LOL!

We look forward to club together again. But... now... WE'RE ALL SO POOR LIAO!

When you want to enjoy, it makes your pocket poor.

When you're always busy earning $, you've got no time to enjoy.

It's so contradicting!!!

What do i really want????

These few weeks, alot alot of people have been asking me...

"What did you eat? Why are you so fair???"

I seriously don't know how to answer lor...

I just reply, "It's natural!". Hahahahaha

It's true lor. I don't even need to apply sunblock or any whitening lotion!!