Thursday, February 17, 2011

I don't understand why?

Why nobody understand me at all? WHY?

People are insisting their own ways & i'm being forced to... oblige! It's FMFL TTM seriously.

ZY planned for a cruise trip next month, Superstar Virgo i think. This time round, it's even more 夸张!!! With his entire family and his aunties, uncles, their families & etc.

Didn't i make myself very very very clear during the last HK trip that I WON'T BE GOING TO SUCH 'HOLIDAYS' ANYMORE? Why force me to go again?

And it's like I HAVE NO SAY IN ANYTHING. He had the last and final say that i must go means i must go cos he has already make the decision for me! =.=

I told him that he can bring Raeann along if he wants to but, JUST COUNT ME OUT LAH! Why always get me involved? Especially now, my mood swing is so terrible! Plus my vomitting spell is working very hard on me, if i go, will i be able to enjoy? And most importantly, I DON'T FIND CRUISE FUN AT ALL!

Now, i simply got no mood to go out at all. Everyday i only feel like staying at home & sleep cos i feel really very lethargic!

Seriously, WHEN WILL I HAVE A SAY IN MY OWN LIFE? I'm really so so so so so so fed up with myself that i cannot decide my own life, people will always make the decision for me. And if i don't oblige, the whole world will be mad at me, as if i did some grave mistakes!

I'm super irritated TO THE MAX! Can i just disappear so that i don't have to follow people's instructions anymore?



  1. hi, joanne here to share with u some poems :)

    See It Through
    by Edgar A. Guest
    When you're up against a trouble,
    Meet it squarely, face to face;
    Lift your chin and set your shoulders,
    Plant your feet and take a brace.
    When it's vain to try to dodge it,
    Do the best that you can do;
    You may fail, but you may conquer,
    See it through!

    Black may be the clouds about you
    And your future may seem grim,
    But don't let your nerve desert you;
    Keep yourself in fighting trim.
    If the worse is bound to happen,
    Spite of all that you can do,
    Running from it will not save you,
    See it through!

    Even hope may seem but futile,
    When with troubles you're beset,
    But remember you are facing
    Just what other men have met.
    You may fail, but fall still fighting;
    Don't give up, whatever you do;
    Eyes front, head high to the finish.
    See it through!

    by Mother Teresa
    Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

    Life is beauty, admire it.

    Life is a dream, realize it.

    Life is a challenge, meet it.

    Life is a duty, complete it.

    Life is a game, play it.

    Life is a promise, fulfill it.

    Life is sorrow, overcome it.

    Life is a song, sing it.

    Life is a struggle, accept it.

    Life is a tragedy, confront it.

    Life is an adventure, dare it.

    Life is luck, make it.

    Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

    Life is life, fight for it.

  2. Hi Rachel,

    Thanks for all the poems, very meaningful!!! <3

  3. u r welcome :)hope it do give u some encouragement!u must jia you and rest well <3


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