Sunday, October 26, 2014


Has anyone experienced this before...

The fear and phobia of starting a new r/s, becos you're scare of wasting time on it and it eventually don't work out?

I am like that now.

And I keep pushing people away. I don't know what to do. I'm in a very confused state now, that's why I need time to sort out my thinking & feelings. There are so many factors to think about. So many till I've no idea which to start thinking first. I can only say... 我的心好累, and it can't afford to break any further.

There's a saying goes, "time will prove everything" and now, I'm waiting for time to prove it to me, and let me see if you're really the one for me. If you're really sincere, I'm sure you will wait... wait till I'm ready. And when I'm ready, I'll let you know, provided you're still there.


Oh, HIIIII, I'm back from Malacca!!! Time passes so fast lor, I want to go again!!! But then hor, I don't know where all my money goes to? I spent about RM600+, but I didn't buy much things, my bag wasn't even filled up!!! I think I spent mostly on FOOD. Le' sigh...

Will blog about the trip when I've the mood. Till then!

Good night, world.


  1. You keep repeating you won't get into r/s this and that but now asking the one to prove it... Now you fear to start... Haiz... Sad for your kids

    1. Hello, get this clear, I didn't say I won't get into r/s, I said I'm not ready yet. So u mean, with kids, I've no right to find my own happiness?

    2. Also, you don't have to be sad for my kids, becos you don't know how blessed they are. Just keep your mouth shut when you have no idea what's going on. If not happy, you can don't read.

    3. If you say so... GBU


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