I'm really very exhausted, and some people think it's so easy, I really have no idea why I need to struggle lidat?
Not only that, I've to think of earning more money to pay for all the expenses. I wanna take up more adverts, but I've no time and energy to do. I wanna attend more events, but I'm so tied down by them.
Times like these, I really hope that God can take me away earlier. Becos, that's the only way I can totally start my life afresh.
No, it's not due to the divorce that I think this way. Becos even when he's around, he won't initiates to offer any help too.
I can only blame myself for being stupid, twice. Believing all the craps that he will help, twice. Giving chances and caused myself to suffer again and again. And what's more? Not being appreciated, at all.
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