Saturday, February 28, 2015


Woke up today and suddenly feel like cooking. I've not been cooking since dinosaur years becos I don't know how to cook, I dislike cooking & I've no mood to cook. Most of the time is anyhow cook after reading many many recipes. (Bo bian lah, no talent is lidat one!) 

Aunty 瑄 is mad funny. She heard me saying that I wanna go market, she immediately take her bag & put my money into her bag (I took out $54 cos I don't wanna bring wallet!). So she's in charge of all the finance, and she refused to let me use my money!!! Duh


The rice is failed becos it's so soggy. I don't like soggy rice. (But the rice is not cooked by me!) The soup is still drink-able though.

Then, someone cooked chicken rice in his own style and I must say, IT'S GOOD!!! Even Meimei also said, "the rice is so good!" I'm not lying. 

I admire men who can cook, becos I can't cook! Hahaha I can help to eat, cut, peel and wash though. These kind of "hard work" can leave it to me, no problem, lolol.

This girl requested to go Kidz Amaze. Jialat lah this girl. When it comes to play, she can chiong number one. But when it comes to doing homework, she suddenly become very tired and sleepy. 

Logged in to her e-learning and saw 39 assignments/tests this afternoon. GOD BLESS ME VERY MUCH PLEASE. The thought of teaching her is already enough to kill me. 

But thank god this one K.O after I came out from shower. I can concentrate on teaching Raeann without any disturbances. But I really hope she don't vomit on the bed or herself again in the middle of the night! :( 

Friday, February 27, 2015

Be insane once in a blue moon!

Yup! :) 

And this is crazy! The craziest thing I've did in my entire life, that caused $119.80 parking fee. This is crap!!! I really got a shock of my life. 

You probably won't believe where I just came back from, cos I can't believe it either, lol. Not gonna reveal nor explain much cos people will judge me anyway. It's okay. Up to you! :) 

My taste of food is always the spicier, the better. I love street food. I love hot spicy soup. I love som tum. 

Eating and drinking way too much these 2 days becos I burnt too much energy walking 2436km under the freaking hot sun. I sweat like crazy!

And it's the first time I jitao lok kok & nua. Everyone knows I'm very vain, but this time round, I ish damn bo chup. ZERO makeup & skincare! What's happening to me?!

I think I've more male hormones in this case. Or maybe I was being trained to be lidat! 

A very good and meaningful read! 

"With every heartbreak, I began to realise what I want, and what I deserve. With every piece of my heart taken and thrown away, I began to build a wall around the pieces left to protect myself. Guard myself with walls so high no one can get around it. Locked my heart and throw the keys far away. I began to trust people less and was so sure that everyone who enters my life will eventually leave, so I became the girl who leaves. And so I became the girl who leaves, before I’m left.
But I hope that someday I’ll meet someone who’ll make me stay, this time, with him."


Tuesday, February 24, 2015


Officially started work today; 初六! Becos hor, I'm pantang you know? They said Rat cannot be in office on 初五 as it will brings bad luck. Hahaha

Well, it's true, I'm not trying to escape anything, cos I prefer working life more. When I'm working, I'll have no time for nonsense, and I feel accomplished. 

Raeann has decided to come back, on her own accord. I did NOTHING to persuade her back. In fact, I asked her to go back to her dad's first becos there are a few things I need to arrange; her school bus & tuition.

Someone said, "she's old enough to think and decide what she wants", but why I get blamed again? So, am I supposed to push her away, when she's crying so badly that she wants to come back? 

If I do so, I'll be termed as "fucked up mom" again. See? This is what I mean by "everything I do is wrong". People can just say whatever they like, becos pushing blames is the easiest way out. 

And the best part? He took advantage of my mom's soft spot to attack me. However, it has already reached a stage till I'm starting to ignore my mom's requests. I mean, if it's reasonable, I will listen. If it's not, why should I? 

No idea why my mom even want to entertain him? She can just ignore, and let me handle it myself. Things won't be so complicated then. 

She knew I'm not in the wrong, but becos she wanted to have peace, so I'm expected to give in, always. To the extend when he physically abused me in front of them, I'm asked to forgive & forget and not to blow up the matter. And I've been asked to ignore all his verbal abuses for many many months. Ignorance is not a bliss, in this case. Cos he will get his own way, thinking that my mom supported him. Condoning is just as bad as participating. 

I can't help but keep wondering what's on her mind? I don't understand, at all. I think the only way to get everything solved is me moving out with the kids. 

1) She can get her desired peace.
2) I can handle things my own way, the way it should be. 

Becos I'll never look back again. I hope people can stop asking me, "do you need to resort to divorce?" Of cos I've valid reasons to do so, else why am I able to settle everything so fast?! 

Even the blind can see that I'm happier with my life now, even with my messy hair. 

The best way to make a woman feel loved, is to let her know that she's being appreciated.  

Everyday is their birthday, lolol. Oh, actually, tomorrow is everybody's birthday! 

This is mad funny! Hahahaha

Sunday, February 22, 2015

羊年初三 ~ Legoland Malaysia

So last minute and impromptu, booked a room only on 初二 at freaking RM1500++ per night. #killpeopleputfire

Breakfast before setting off... It's been some time since we had breakfast together, the three of us. It used to be a weekly routine, cos they love BK breakfast! :) 


Friday, February 20, 2015

羊年初一 & 二


The yearly affair which you will see at almost every household. 

I'm very red this year, cos this is the only dress I last minute bought online. Plus the red bag, as I've no time to change, 很红咯! But becos it's CNY, I don't look that outstanding. If I wear lidat on a normal day, people will think I'm gonna commit suicide or something.
This year didn't turn out as boring as I expect. Met Cheryl for dinner and a short drinks with Meimei in the evening. Raeann went out with my aunt and cousins. 
The thing about me is, I care about my kids' well being more than anything else. I didn't force them on anything (except on basic education), becos I want them to have a happy childhood. 


Someone is real happy! Cos she gets to buy everything she wants! Even when the shop is already closed, they specially open it for her to buy.

Received a HUGE angbao with all these inside. Very creative I must say! This person must be so worried that I'll tio summon!!! Hahahaha 


Hello everybirdie!!! Didn't have a happy morning due to some crap. I guess one of my greatest regret in life is, "being considerate to people who are not appreciative". Saying and explaining too much is useless. You're not worth my time, at all!

Cheryl planned a sumptuous bbq at her place. I ate so much till I'm exploding. This CNY, I think I put on at least 3kgs! Jialat!

The next thing I saw was, they were all drenched. I was like omfg, I didn't bring any extra clothes. Drove back home to take clothes and towels for them. Luckily we're staying nearby!!!

Oh baby, I think I'm getting popular! Many people are reading my blog!!! (Hello there, Happy CNY to U!) They are so well informed, till the extend when I didn't mention any names, they will know who am I talking about. 

Sorry, not sorry! I mean every word I typed on my blog, becos they are facts. And no matter how angry or upset I am, I'll never do any personal attack on anyone. 

The only thing I'm guilty about is, getting innocent people involved. (I'm so sorry about that!) Well, if there's anything anyone is not happy about, come and confront me straight in my face lah. What's up with all the 小动作? Listen liao also dulan. 

Nobody is indispensable, including me. If there comes a day I wish to leave, it won't be cos of you, I just don't wish to cause unnecessary troubles to anyone else. 

Black Box - February 2015

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Nuxe is nothing new on my blog cos I've attended their media sessions and blogged about their products a few times already. (Sidetrack: I think my flat lay skill has improved, haha!) 

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