I seriously, honestly, absolutely have no idea what shit am I landing myself into. Was informed only yesterday that flight was booked and I'm supposed to be in the airport today's midnight. Nice.
I don't know what to expect, don't know what to do and don't even know why I am there for. Just playing my part.
First time I'm going overseas without a single bit of excitement, simply no feeling at all.
I only hope I won't have to spend much there cos I don't have any income now. It's very stressful. (I haven't change any money, yet. Lol)
Handling everything (+ my emotions) alone is crap. Sometimes, you just need a hug from your loved one to let you know that "he/she will be there for/with you."
But well... Sigh
See this idiot!
My mum just asked me what time I'll be back on Sunday. I said I don't know. She was like, "Jialat, everything you don't know!"
Yup, it's true, I don't know everything. I don't care and don't bother to know. Just tell me what time I must be at the airport can liao. I don't even know what airline I'll be taking! Haha
Time for bed! So mentally exhausted.