Have been repeating this song for monthsssssss... But the difference is, I no longer tear liao. It's a good sign. I'm recovering, regaining my happy go lucky self. Friends who have known me for a long time, know I'm a very cheerful and chirpy person. I don't show my sadness to anyone, except for the past few months. It's a joke!
But I'm glad, I always managed to overcome all my obstacles. Just like what Samantha said, I'm very lucky, becos whatever happened, I've people to fall back; my family and friends. Yes, indeed, I'm a lucky child. God loves me.
Perhaps, those obstacles I was being put through, are stages for me to grow up. I've grown up. I've seen more of the real world.
Human; not as simple as I thought. And I can't deny, I'm getting not so simple either. Not in a sense I'll go around harming or cheating people, but I learnt to protect myself more now. I've put up a fence so high that I can't trust anyone now. It's tiring actually, but I'm scared. I've been left helpless and penniless, I don't want it to happen again.
Lesson changed a person.