Saturday, March 25, 2017

Shape of You


Sorry, I've been really busy... enjoying life. 😂 Eating and drinking from Singapore to Malaysia. ℓσℓ 

Planning to drive up to YP, Malacca and Genting soon. Then, maybe Port Dickson, Koh Samui, BKK (confirmed), Clubmed and HK. 😬


Life's short. Travel while you can. ✌🏻

Friday, March 17, 2017

最熟悉的陌生人

一年前,你没说什么,突然失踪。一切你做的坏事,都是别人口中听到的,你也没认。哭过,闹过,求过,你都没出现。

一年后,你突然现身了。你对我说,你是世界上最了解我的人。我只要你相信我,不管别人说什么,你都不要听。

明明知道你还在骗我,却没有反驳的能力,只是看着你,眼泪一直流一直流。你真的把我当白痴吗?

同样一个人,可是感觉不一样了。觉得很陌生,似乎好像不认识他。不知不觉,他已经变成了一个最熟悉的陌生人。

Thursday, March 9, 2017

Crazy week!

 
Eh... Nope. I didn't sell anything since March started becos I over-chionged during Feb and this whole week, I slacked (meet friends lah, do nails lah and going for a 'date' tomorrow, lol) while settling some custs' issues. Those after-sales service lah. When problems (e.g. loan) arised, I need to think of solutions for them. But anyway, all settled! 😊 

Handed over Dyna on Wednesday, City just now, Merc probably next Monday. Phew! FINALLY. You know ah, as long as the vehicle is not handed over, those dealers are prepared to receive my msg/call almost everyday, until they auto update me the status. LOL 

Poor them. But they're still very happy to see me de hor. Cos I'm like their 正能量 and I'm funny. The friend of one of my trusted dealer told me today, "can you help me to find an agent like you?" 😂

Anyway, if you're following my page (www.facebook.com/amicusjo), you'd have saw this new promo...


Okay, this bloody card costed me a bomb to customise it. So it's very very limited. 

In fact, I still can't decide to work or not cos on the other hand, I'm looking at holiday destinations to bring the kids to, for a short trip, during their school holiday. Becos after that, I'll be leaving for my own trips. 

So I'm really (literally) going for a one month holiday. 😬 Don't miss me hor! 🤣

Monday, March 6, 2017

Forget Me Not


In case you guys forget my face! 😂 I'm gonna stop working after my handovers and start my holidayssss!

Any enquiries, please contact me one month later! Hahahaha #justkidding You can contact me anytime. I've a partner who will see to everything for me when I'm not around. 😊

You know, I always thank God when I met nice people... 


And I do, meet nice dealers around. This dealer has never given me any problem before. That's why I love to deal with him. His cars and his character, are 👍🏻. 

I know, I jolly well know, the way I work will offend a lot of dealers. Even Sam told me, "becos of you". But well, I don't care. It's not that I sided with customers, but some dealers are fucking craps. 🖕🏻

I just don't understand, why some people can't earn money in a proper way? If your car is shit, then repair it. Don't sell a crap car at a dealer's price! 😒

But sorry, all these dealers have been blackmarked by me. No way I'll ever bring any customer to them. 

Another dealer told me, "I think you used your sincerity to touch people. I'm kinda influenced by you." 
 
Money, to me is nothing. As long as one learnt how to be contented, they will feel the same way as me. You know why? Becos it's fated. If it's not yours, God will take it away one day. If it's yours, it's yours. God will repay you in one way, or another. 

That's why, 莫强求, 听天由命.

Becos I've kids. And I want to be their good example. I've two beautiful daughters, whom one aspire to be a singer 😂, but I've no worries for her cos she's street smart. Another leechy one whom can amazingly study very well (she can learn her longgggg sentence spelling in 5 mins), but too homely. 😔

These two, although I don't pin any hope on them supporting me in future, but I want to do my part as a mum, like how my mum does. It's a cycle, which your kids will follow. 

All the things I'm doing now, are all for them only. If not ah, I'll just leave everything behind and FLY AWAY. My kids are my pillar of strength. Without them, I think I'll just ... *shrug*? Haha cos I felt that I've responsibility over them and I can't just leave lidat. 

One thing about me is, I don't easily get influenced by others, I influenced others instead. But I'm not a bad influence ah. 

I don't believe, by doing things the right way, one cannot be successful. As long as you don't greed, you can be successful. 💪🏻

Sunday, March 5, 2017

Friday, March 3, 2017

Joke of the century!


Lol, I'm a sticky pad. 😂 By the way, this is the 3rd person telling me what he said about me, and things he did behind my back. These 3 people; two knew him longer and better than me, another one is my friend. They're totally not associated with each other. 

3 people telling me the same thing, so who's the liar? Complaining to my friend about me? Idiot or what? Trying to manipulate my friend into thinking I'm a crap huh? Hahahaha (Didn't know you hate me that much eh?) 

GO GO GO, go and ask around, ask the whole world, what kind of person I am. My character didn't change, I'm like that since young. I'm an open book. 

I'm a man trapped in a woman's body. So independent and strong till I don't fucking need anyone in my life. And precisely I'm NOT a sticky pad, that's why you're able to do soooooooooooooo much behind my back. Sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much till I don't even know where to start talking about it. 

Though yes, the hours when we were together, you treated me very well. That's why when all these truths unfolded, I took a long long time to digest. It's unbelievable. 

Becos everytime I confronted, you will push it away, and made others the liar instead. I gave you too much benefit of doubts. 

You deserved the best actor award. 🏆

Who's the one controlling who? Who's the one who banned me from everything? Don't allow me to talk to any man, if not you will blow up and fight with them, and leave me stranded with house renovation without a single contact? Who's the one who forced me to give up blogging? Who's the one who don't allow me to contact all my friends? Who's the one who controlled me like a caged bird, to the point I can't even wear what I like? Who's the fucker who stirred my life upside down, and suddenly disappeared? 

Yah, I still believe you have a reason for doing so, but the reason is not a good one anymore. It's purely becos...


YOU'RE A FUCKING LIAR. 

It's a habit that you have, and you probably didn't think that it's wrong to do that. The fools (including me) will believe you until things got exposed and landed ourselves in deep shit. You're so horrible, till my heart cringed and I shivered when I thought back about everything. 😰

 
You didn't physically torture me, but you mentally tortured me, and that's worse. 

Why did you even come near me? Becos to be very honest, I didn't give a fuck to you when we first met. (Just to clarify, I knew him AFTER my divorce.) I seldom reply your msgs, becos I just don't feel like it. You're not my type, at all. Are you just trying to prove that you can get me? By playing with feeling? Congratulations, you did it. 

The feeling was real, at the start, I know. But due to your character, you can't trust anyone, cos you're a liar, you think that everyone is the same. Worried that you'll get hurt first, you choose to hurt people first. What a way of protecting yourself, by ruining others? 

All along, I've never hate you, I pitied you instead. That's why I've been asking you not to do wrong and ruin yourself further. I've been trying to pull you back to the right path. You're such a promising young man, but you choose the wrong path. 

Maybe from your point of view, it's not wrong. 😪

Just becos I'm not like you, I do things in a proper and decent way, that's why you find me a hindrance. You know that I won't support you to become a villain. (In a good way, you left cos you don't want to get me into trouble.) 

But I didn't regret. 

Becos I won't be able to bring myself to do it, I've integrity. My reputation is more important than money. And I don't wish to suffer from retributions. 

By pointing out your wrongs, it's for your own good. Only people who are true to you will do that. Otherwise, who will have so much time to bother about a fucker like you? 

People scolded me for being stupid. Yes. I think I'm stupid too. But becos of this stupidity, I've become stronger and smarter.

Please note that, you're the one bringing yourself into your own grave, you're stepping on a time bomb now, and you will get yourself into deep trouble one day, becos SG is small. 

By stopping you from getting yourself into trouble, is my last step of loving you. I don't wish to see anything happen to you. 

Though by right, yes, I should hate you, but sorry, I don't hate anyone, becos hating someone requires a lot of energy. I don't wish to become another person, becos of you. 

I'm who I am, and I believe someone will love me for who I am. I wish you, and myself, happiness.

P/S: I didn't get cheated in terms of money. He does dotes on me and the kids. Just that the things he did behind my back, I cannot take it. And well, I'm not a saint, I played my fair share to cause the relationship to breakdown too. Which is why, I don't push blames.

Wednesday, March 1, 2017

Be a proper person...

And you will never have to hide from anyone. Can never understand what some people are thinking? They preferred to stay in their liar world, and continue their mistakes. Perhaps, they don't think they're wrong.

They probably didn't know that they only managed to hurt people who love and trust them. And maybe, they didn't know how hurtful it is, to find out all the truths. They didn't feel anything for people who are suffering for them. No, they don't. 


You can lie to the world, to yourself, but not to God, and not to the the unborn soul of your own flesh and blood. 

Realising how evil he is, made me relieved, that I didn't do anything impulsive. 

A person will not be stupid forever. And I only have two words to say to him... FUCK YOU. 

It's a blessing you're out of my life now. God loves me becos I'm kind, he made me wake up, if not I'll forever be living in a lie. 

My advise to you, the people you hurt, will not hurt you back for sure, but God will punish you. 

You can continue making up stories, to defame others, to make people trust you. Up to you. As long as you can sleep well at night. 

The people whom you still make effort to contact now, hahaha, are those who haven't wake up. And one day when they wake up, lol, will be too late. 


And don't worry, all the things you did to me, Ben Ben will return them to you DOUBLE. Trust me. You will have your karma one day. And if I'm lucky enough, I'll be able to see it. 

By then, don't blame me if I brushed through you, like a transparent. And I fucking swear, I'll live well, which I'm doing so now. 

FUCKING THANK YOU FOR GETTING OUT OF MY LIFE. 

P/S: Continue stalking my blog more please. I'll expose all your evil deeds slowly. Stay tuned hor. CCB.