Friday, May 27, 2016

Byebye past!

Hey, I'm back. It took me a long time, a very long time to settle myself down. Life returned back to days when I've not known him, and I'm treating it like I've never known him before. So far so good.

I've come to terms with many things, accepting all the realities, and trying my best to move on, as happy as I can. 

People scolded me for being stupid. And yes, I actually feel stupid. Like fuck can, I'm a 千金, my parents dote on me, why the fuck I get so devastated over a man? Not as if there is no other man in this world. Not as if nobody is going after me (but I don't need it, I pushed everyone away). Not as if I needed him to survive. Something is really wrong. I deserved better.

Okay, to be fair, he was nice to me until the last 2-3 months. Maybe he has already decided to give up, that's why. I don't blame him. It's all fated. Becos when he tried to salvage before that, I wasn't that nice either. 

It's been a long tiring journey. And we both decided to let go in the end. Aiya, he isn't meant to be mine, at all. Somehow, I felt a huge sense of relieve now. 

But no matter what, the memories we shared are something that can't be erased for life. From the bottom of my heart, I hope he can find his happiness one day. Stay happy and healthy!

Thank you for all the fond memories. 

I'm moving on... 

To search for my own happiness. To carve out a career of my own. To earn as much money as I can. To make the rest of my life the best of my life.

Addicted to this song now! Oldies!!

How? Got sexy or not? LOLOL

Thursday, April 21, 2016

The few days at Taichung!

Had so much good food!!! Uniquely special cos I never had them in SG before. 

This, have lah. But it's so beautifully displayed. 

I've no idea what have I ate cos I just eat only lah. 

But well, Taichung is mad boring. Not my type of place to go for holiday. I hate sight seeing, unless is the beach. I hope nobody jio me to see palace, animals or mountains again. I'm totally NOT interested. I'll get bored till sick one. 

I love this!!! 又香, 又好吃, 又便宜!

Beginning to love 卤肉饭! Yum yum! 

Am not a leech when it comes to r/s, never was. But I hope to travel around the world with my loved one! :) 

There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved. 

The sofa decal with so much help from my neighbour. Omg. He's such a nice chap. I can talk to him like a "sister". He helped me a lot with the TV set up, now decal. Hahaha becos he's a perfectionist, I trusted him to do it.

We (me, him, his wife and the kids) have a MHK date on Labour day! Heehee 

I'm going to buy a waffle machine for Raeann now! Can some kind soul share with me waffle recipe? 

Till then. 

Wednesday, April 13, 2016

Byebye again!

I seriously, honestly, absolutely have no idea what shit am I landing myself into. Was informed only yesterday that flight was booked and I'm supposed to be in the airport today's midnight. Nice. 

I don't know what to expect, don't know what to do and don't even know why I am there for. Just playing my part. 

First time I'm going overseas without a single bit of excitement, simply no feeling at all. 

I only hope I won't have to spend much there cos I don't have any income now. It's very stressful. (I haven't change any money, yet. Lol) 

Handling everything (+ my emotions) alone is crap. Sometimes, you just need a hug from your loved one to let you know that "he/she will be there for/with you." 

But well... Sigh

See this idiot! 

My mum just asked me what time I'll be back on Sunday. I said I don't know. She was like, "Jialat, everything you don't know!" 

Yup, it's true, I don't know everything. I don't care and don't bother to know. Just tell me what time I must be at the airport can liao. I don't even know what airline I'll be taking! Haha 

Time for bed! So mentally exhausted. 

Monday, April 11, 2016

Philips Android Box

Was given a FREE Android Box when I purchased my $799 display set TV. Collected it only few days ago cos I don't even know what the hell is it. 

Now I know. This is so cool. I'm really thankful to have a very helpful neighbour. He came over and help me set up for the whole afternoon.

Now we can watch all sort of movies, YouTube, FB on the TV now. The happiest are the kids. Cos I seldom watch TV one, like almost never.

Thursday, April 7, 2016

Looking back...

We have come a long way!

This picture shows it all.

Browsed through the house album on FB just now. You know my real purpose of posting/blogging? Not becos I like to show off, or I'm too free, but becos I can look/read back.

This house is the 'start' of all our arguments. Long story short, becos everything was unprepared. It took damn long to complete becos I've to wait for my salary before I can buy anything. Till date, I've already threw in about $30K or more. This house made me poor, damn poor, until I don't even dare to count how much I've spent.

Just so you know, all my miniature furniture are cheapo. Like my TV console hor, $99 only, lolol. But seriously, who cares right? I like it can liao.

Another favourite cheapo is this shoe cabinet from Ikea, also at $99/each.

3rd cheapo will be this sink (C/w all the things inside the photo + tap but I sold the tap at $25? Can't remember. Becos I already bought my own tap!) from Carousell at $40. After selling the tap, it costs like $15 only. Hahahaha

I get very high when I think of how cheap all the things I bought, like wow, I SAVED SO MUCH. But of cos, there's a price to pay. I sacrificed my sleep for months just to source for all of them. I think I'm even more budget than BQQ now. lol

If you're just like me, no budget to engage an ID, no worries, come to me, I'll share with you all my tips I researched over the last many months. If not, go to my FB album, I shared all the details there when people asked.

Anyway hor, I think I'm going Taiwan again next week for 4 days 3 nights. I'm trying to reduce it to 3 days 2 nights instead. Not for holiday, and I just spent 7 days there! OMG. It's a sponsored trip though.

Wednesday, April 6, 2016

Beauty haul from Taiwan!

I haven't recover from my irritating cough from Taiwan! Didn't sleep for 2 nights due to this nonsense cough already. And it's only AT NIGHT!!! Noon time I didn't cough that much. But night time, the cough is continuous and breathe-less, despite taking medicine. I can't sleep cos I had difficulty in breathing. 

What I'm worried most is, I'll spread it to the kids. They insisted sleeping with me, kissing me etc, even though I keep saying no. 

Hope I can recover soon. 

Well, I miscalculated. I divided wrongly and thought everything is at only half the price I bought, thus so much. When I realised, it's too late liao. And I stopped totally.

Anyone heard of the brand 1028 before? I love all their products! Cheap and good! Their eyeshadow stays from morning to night. If I'm not wrong, it's about S$12.75 for this. Xiao S is the ambassador of this brand. 

Okay, I bought this from Qoo10 but I've no idea how to use this. Anyone can teach me? 

So much love for these two!!!

Hey yes, I'm back to blogging. I'll start to accept advertorials & sponsorships now. Hope I'm not too old for it! Haha